last

maybe, I knew it all along.
this little feeling that lingered in my heart from the start
and I ignored it at first, because the rest of the feelings in my heart took control over it
but now im starting to see
it.
feel it. and taste it.
and I hate it.the only thing I hate in the whole entire world
and it had to be this.
please don't make me feel this way.
I've felt this way for my entire life,
and I think its safe to say that Im tired of it.
Im tired of everything.